WTF~!!!!!

I was driving down the way in Kuchai Lama this evening, how should i say this. OKay, I was shocked the shit outta me. Not in the bad way - . - I saw a Black Ford Mustang with racing strip drive pass me. Dun try to tell me that I seen wrongly. Because I fucking swear I saw the dam Mustang Logo infornt of the dam bonnet. So dun fuck with me .

It look just the same just different colour. I never thought i would see one on Malaysia's street.Who ever is driving that car. Watch out! Cause I'm gonna seek u out!!!!Btw, my car is finaly out. For those who sees it, yea it's a green myvi and it suck!!! OKay? Happy now??? = . =
Anti Myvi!!! Neo CPS roxs!!!

Short update

Just came back from Tioman, it was beautiful~
My fucking phone fall in to the Sea =.=
All my contacts gone. Which is fucked up.
Call coming in now, will updates the photo soon

Time Flies~

It's been 8 months since I first join Pacnet, time passes by so fast I didn't even notice.
From zero knowledge on networking, IT to now trouble shooting on router, web hosting, domain for cooperates from HK. I felt I'm somehow kinda old for my age, at my age people should be studying, enjoying college, the best time of their life. But me? I've been working for 3 fucking year ever since I finish high school. I guess my best time of my life I could say it's during national service. 3 months of freedom, no worries no chick no money no nothing yet I enjoy it truly.

all my Chinese buddies during NS. ps I'm not being racist

Guess this is just how life is, as I always say 'people come, people go'. I hardly hear from all these so call buddies from the picture nowadays. Well maybe not all, sometimes I still see Fei @ Cineleisure, James in Pyramid, Yi Meng in MSN =.=. The only person I often meet up is Jin Tah. Yes, it's u bastard!!! Happy now? I talk about you in my blog. XD I guess everyone is just busy, same goes to my so call buddies from Taman SEA.




90% of them went missing right after we finish form 5. Till today only sometimes I'll get to meet Si Yong. 1 of my bestie during school time. Well I said it before and I'll say it again 'people come, people go' Wonder if we'll ever have chance to gather together anymore. 1 more month and still counting, going to tioman soon.
Will upload more picture when i'm back.




Song of the moment: Big girls don't cry by Fergie

Christianity

There is a time in my life that i really hate Christianity, to me Christianity usually equals to foolish, arrogant, hypocrite and many more. No thanks to Faye's father. It's a life time experience that I'll never forget in my life. It's also one of the darkest moment in my life, since being abuse, insult and all the crap by a so call all holy Mr nice guy Priest. I mean I understand as a father, you'll do whatever it's best for your children. But as a Religious Leader, how could you say such thing to a young man? As the bible said 'And if any man hear my words, and believe not, I judge him not: for I came not to judge the world, but to save the world.' At this time, I thought I've seen it all and know what Christian really is. But i was wrong, what i see is just 1 side of Christianity. The Ugly side~

Right after I broke up with Faye, I spend most of my time in a Christianity forum. Trying to find the prove that Christianity= garbage. I called myself an Anti-Christ. And claim myself as Anton LaVey's follower, Marilyn Manson is my god. I fight and insult almost every member in the forum, replying them furiously. Most of the people in there hated me so much, they curse me~ hahaha, and i thought i have prove Christian people are not the nicest people around. And a guy name Dante appear, a freakesh punk ass ugly dick started to chase my away from the forum. The words he use is unimaginable. Every single word he said will piece in ur heart, and it hurts. And here comes Brother Ron, at first I really hated him cause he looks like another hypocrete to me. Then i realise, he is a real saint. The first time I ever felt that Christianity could be like this. In the end i appologize to him and bellow is the message we both exchange.

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Dear Brother Ron

I apologize for being rude to u sir in the group... I take back the words dat i've said to u.

But i only prove 1 thing while i get the respond from those ppl like Dante and Alex...


Best regards
Kenneth

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Hello Kent,

I accept your apology, and I am very thankful that you took the time to write. I had Prayed that my words would not fall on deaf ears (that something was worthwhile in writing them).

I would like to hear more about what happened with your Girlfriend "gf" (if I am correct in what that means). What? Did she turn out to be a hypocrite like many others? Did she proclaim Christianity, but not live like one is supposed to?

I too, have been hurt by women (and at times, I felt like I hated them, because of how much they hurt me -- Lies, Deceit, Cheating, etc.,) When I really had cared for them. I have been very badly hurt at times.

There are many things that the group in (C.I.F.) don't know! Many there, just repeat things, but have not really experienced things for them self.

Following after GOD, goes way beyond a title. It deals with the Heart of Man!

I know many people who say they are a so called "Christian", but live a life that is contrary to what would please GOD.

The Scriptures say: You will know them by the fruit they bear/produce.

If you have a Bible:

Matthew Chapter 7 (only 29 verses) has a lot to say! Try reading it if you can, ok. Or try the linkbelow!

http://www.biblegateway.com/pa... thew 7;&version=45;

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Kent, I had my doubts about things also, and I really did not live the life of righteousness, or a life that was pleasing to GOD! I did what seemed good infront of others on the outside, but it was really just a show then. I grew up in the so called Church, but then I just went through the motions (I went because my mother wanted me to go, thats really it... Then I met some friends there on a retreat; I would still go, but then it was just to hang out, not really to hear the sermon, or worship or anything like that). I really still did not know what it meant to have real relationship with HIM. This was most of my life like that, even though I sometime sang in the choir, or part of singles ministry, or young adults ministry, or men's ministry. I was just going through the motions (because it seemed I was supposed to do it from pressure with other people. Sort of like, they did it, so maybe I should do it also?)

I was a hypocrite. Going to Church, but still living a life of Sin in my private life, away from what others/those at the church could see. I feel very sorry/sad about those times, and I am Glad that GOD had patience to me. (HIS Love & Mercy have carried me far, and I am Truly thankful to/for HIS Forgiveness to me, and to/for HIS Forgiveness to You!)

I realized much later about True Relationship, and the meaning of what True Church really was... But again, this happened much later in my life (I guess, when I was ready for it & HIM!)

I don't want to ramble on here. But if you would like to know more, or hear what made the change in my life, to get a deeper understanding & a better relationship with HIM (and what makes me the kind of person I am today);

Just write back, ok. :-)

Kent, I hope that you are doing well! And again, I forgive you! (Mark 11:25-26) ;-)

It's no big deal. I just wanted to understand why you were writing some of the things that you wrote. I felt some hurt (that you might have already experienced) in your words. I'm here if you ever want to talk about things. No one has to know, ok.

May GOD bless you; if you're heart/mind is ready to come and learn more about HIM!

I am a living testimony, that HE Blesses those that strive to learn & do HIS Will (to bring HIM The Glory!)

I think I can share a lot with you! If you are willing to learn (what many others seem not, to know!)

In HIS Love,

Bro. Ron Q.

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After reading his message, I really felt touched. But it's not enough to change my mind about how Christianity is. But it did make me felt curious bout it. So i continue my quest in the forum. At the end of the day I finally understand. It's not the religion, it's the people. It's the people that make the religion looks bad. I also realize that NONE of the religion actually will lead you to the bad path, it's just how u interpret it. Like Dante, he has gone way beyond the boarder and basically i think he is nuts. He thinks he know all about Jesus, and he also claim he is the all righteous one. =.=

Now I no longer hate Christian and Christianity. Even though I'm not a Christian, I think I understand them better. But I don't think I would convert into a Christian in this life time. I still think Buddhism suits my believe better. In the end here i would like to say 阿彌陀佛~ May every one wish will come true in the year of OX.



Song of the moment: What about now by Chris Daughtry

Haven't been blogging for sometimes. Sorry blog~ :( Not that i Don't wanna touch u but life been busy. I mean life been up and down, lotsa things happens with such short period. I tried posting up some post but it all ended up in the draft. Don't ask me why~ I'm kind of an emotional person. I feel sad or happily very easily. Sometimes i ask myself, is this the life I truly wants? Or maybe I'm just wasting my time? I've seen too much and been tru too much for the past few year~ I've seen things clearer now. But i should be wiser instead of now... LOST~ Is it time for me to life the life I want? Since last year I've been hearing people said that I don't suit my age as in personality and look. Said that I look much older and mature compare to my age, some said I'm too childish and stuff, some even said they can't read me at all~
I think it's time for me to reveal myself. Lotsa friends been asking me why did i stop college and i haven't been answering~ Actually, there is lotsa reason. 1 of the most major one is cause that I realise that I can't bear with the schooling life. I mean imagine after 1 1/2 year working and back in college, are u kidding me? It makes me feel restricted. After quit college i join a company name Pacnet. Which is 1 of the major ISP is Asia pacific. Meet lotsa friends there, like Forrest, Amber,

Peter a.k.a. GG,
Annie or Anny,
Celine aka MaMa,
EJ, Ian aka Ironman ;P, Mei Keay,
Ken, Eddie, Yi Mun, and lots more... (sorry guy that i didn't mention ur name) There are all nice people. Really love them, Thank you guys for bearing with my weird character. ;) I know I've been childish sometimes but thank u for bearing it, after all I'm the youngest among u guys~ kakaka.
It's time for my new years resolution~
1~ Get promoted and increase salary~ hehe$$$$
(I mean who don't want that ryte?)
2~ Successfully slim down~ :S
(I know I'm fat k, but give me some time and I'll show u)
3~ Quit SMOKING~!!!!
(i really wanna stop, but kinda hard leh)
4~ Hope our love would grow stronger~
(u know who are u~)
5~ Get my new car~
(i already know I'm getting it already just dunno what car i should take. any idea's?)
The Brand New LANCER (i know it's kinda impossible for me to ride it now)

The Old model Vios is my first choice, 50 K ++

This is my second choice, i don't need to intro u guys also know what care la.

This new Myvi SE my third choice. But father don't like =.=

Anyway, Happy New Year to All.
Chinese new year coming liao. Anyone not going back home town please let me know~ ;)

Wedding

08.08.2008 , BeiJing Summer 2008 Olympic Grand Opening DAY.
And also will be the most people's wedding anniversary in the future as u all know 08.08.2008 is such a nice date for wedding. Somemore 8 is a very lucky number to the chinese, although it's now the hungry ghost month. Most people just dun giv a crap bout it and get married anyway.
One of my cousin is the one. Zoelina, my cousin sister from my mother's side. U guys must ask, wat kind of chinese would hav a name like Zoelina. Well actually she's not really a chinese, she's a mix. Malay with chinese. Dun play-play with her okay, although a malay but she understands Mandrin and Contonese. =p A childhood playmate of mine, well not quite actually cause she's much older then me. I more close to her younger sister anyway. Hav u all been to a Malay Wedding ceremony anyway? If not, here i'm gonna show u how is it. Not just any Malay Wedding ceremony, but a Malay Wedding ceremony populated with 50% of chinese. hehe, and u know wat cooler? Even the announcer is a chinese. ahahaha.
there we go, the two lovely couple of the day.
Eusuf and Zoelina

Purposely wake up early today to cut my hair, just to attend their wedding.
Cause my mom said i look like a Pai Kia (gangster in hokkien), if i go like dat she will lose face wor... =.=''' Incase u haven't see me in a long time and dunno how long my hair was. Here's a picture of it. U guy comment la. Look like pai kia meh?

Back about the wedding. My mother rush me home ryte after i cut my hair ask me to get ready early wor. In the end, she was the late one. i waited for her like 2 hours. WTF, it takes 2 dam hoor for get the makeup and crap. KNS, waste my time nia. We reach our destination bout 7.30.
I was expecting it's gonna be some fancy hotel or restaurant at Ampang there, since it's near by KL zouk. But hell, it's more like a GIANT tent for some kenduri behind Holiday Villa. I dun blame them. It's Malay wedding ryte, wat u expect? It's consider very good for Malays dy la. Dun complain so much la. The tent is really big, it covered up to 70 plus table and yet still hav lotsa space for kids to run around and not disturbing anyone.
Do u all remeber how Chinese Wedding ceremony is? 2 of the 'VIP' of the nite will hav to kneel down and 'cheng' their elders 'yum cha'. While the elders in return giv them ang pow for blessing ryte? Malay are the opposite. The malay tradition is both of the 'VIP' sit ryte on the stage dressing like the 'Agong' and 'Queen' and wait the elders go on stage to give them blessing. Sometimes it's kinda funny seeing how the elders giv blessing. U are actually suppose to take some flower and spices and put it on their hand then sprincle some holy water on it. But some just take the spices and trow it on Eusuf's face and simply sprincle the holy water on his face. LOL. This is a pic of my grandpa giving his blessing on stage.
King and Queen sitting on stage waiting to be blessed.
Grandpa on stage on stage ready to giv blessing to his grand daughter with the assist of his first son in law ( my ex Uncle) wtv... =.=
Grandpa blessing my 'jie fu' Eusuf.

After the blessing session i overheard from my mom they were actually gonna conduct the chinese yum cha session since Zoelina is half chinese. But in the end cancel cause scare it;s gonna piss some relatives off. After that straight away is the makan session, if u people are expecting there's gonna be shark fin soup u guys are gonna be disappointed . It's more like a buffet style with all spicy dishes like curry chicken, rendang beef, mutton. sambal and etc etc... Since i'm consider a direct family of hers, i'm sitting at the Vip area which gt people serves u de.
While eating halfway, the announcer Mr. Ng announce dat they are gonna hav a Cake cutting session. The groom and the bride change their costume into a more usual wedding dress.




Lina feeding her husband a piece of cake.

After the cakes cutting ceremony, most of the guest left.
And i was freaking sleepy already, since i woke up so early. The celebration was almost over anyway, guests were gathering at the entrance. Congrat'ing' both them and taking photo.
My sis was crying to go home already, so my mom was like. Kent, let go out and take pictures with them be4 we ciao. So i went out and see wats going on lo. When they were taking family pictures i didnt really wanna join them cause i haven't seen some of my family members for years. Abit shy la. only take pict with zoelina and eusuf.

last picture of the day. Here I congrats u 2 a Happy marriage.
And may u all live happily ever after.
It's now currently 5.23 a.m. now, and i'm freaking sleepy.
If it wasn't for the music, i would hav lying on the keyboard and drulling all over the table already. Well, gtg. Till next time... Bye

Currently listening to: Wo ke yi by Chai ming you.

Kent peace out

Random

It's been sometime since i last updated my blog, life've been busy.
Busy for assignment, busy for presentation, busy for yum cha. haha
The last time i updated my blog was about my new college campus.
I would do the same thing here today, Except dat the post today is the opposite of going in,
It QUITTING....


Yeah, i'm quiting my college. No, actually i just quit it. Yesterday, August 1st, Friday, 2.14p.m. I officially quit SEGi Kota Damansara College. Didn't know my college life would only lasted 3 weeks. =( College was actually quite fun, I kinda like it. But Classes aren't easy for me.
I'm not so intelligent. haha, too bad for me. U guys must be thinking dat i'm crazy.
I'm not... Just dat at this moment, I can't really focus. Accounting and Microeconomic to me is
crazy. Tak boleh tahan.... So i might as well quit and work.



I'm missing college already now. although is just 3 weeks. But i'm now missing my college mate. haha... There is 1 thing i missesthe most during the 3 weeks time, which is every Tuesday.
Every Tuesday i get to company someone home. And ofcos, dat someone is not just any someone. Dat someone is very special to me. hahaha.... Since i quit college, i guess i won't be seeing u for sometime from now. Take care huh. hehe, Good luck in finding ur Italian Stallion...
(U know who u are) kakaka.



Song i'm listening: Enter Sandman by Matelicca